Disposable Friend

who am i to u? i dont have a clue
one minute we’re laughing
the next ur crying, saying goodbye

i’m asking myself, do i desrve this?
do i deserve this shit ur giving?
coz’ i never prayed for this in my life

let’s enjoy the moment and never look back
we’ve shared a journey and and a view
nothing lost and nothing gained

Let me be your disposable friend..
hold me, use me, even play with me.
tease me, fuck me, then abuse me

what is this we share? i dont give a care
all u’ve done tease me
laid the friend card, and played the enemy

let’s enjoy the moment and never look back
we’ve shared a journey and and a view
nothing lost and nothing gained

Let me be your disposable friend..
hold me, use me, even play with me.
tease me, fuck me, then abuse me

Some Excuses on why I Can’t Have a Girlfriend =)

1. i’m  dying
2. i have a cancer
3. i still love my ex
4. i’m gay
5. i don’t like you at all
6. my penis was cut off when i was 7
7. i’m senile
8. i’m allergic to female hormones
9. i was nuttered / i dont have balls
10. i’m really a pedophile (and you’re already of legal age)
11. i grew up on a juvenile prison
12. i’m a sex addict
13. i always end up cheating on my past relationships
14. i never get an erection
15. i only want to have a GF for the sake of having sex
16. i don’t like your parents
17. my parents don’t like you
18. your eyes are too big
19. you don’t have boobs
20. i snore when i sleep
21. you snore when you sleep
22. i get premature ejaculation before sex
23. im married
24. my ex GF’s always end up getting pregnant (and im always the father)
25. i was hired to kill you
26. i was hired to spy on you
27. my parents doesn’t allow me to have a GF yet
28. i’m allergic to you perfume’
29. i don’t like the sound of your voice
30. i don’t like the way you laugh
31. last night, i had a nightmare about you
32. your butt ain’t big enough
33. you look weird
34. you smell weird
35. everytime we have sex, you say i remind you of Jesus
36. i lied when i said i love you
37. i only want your money
38. i have a vagina
39. i pass out during sex
40. you’re fat

This will be constantly updated.. Upon acceptance of ideas.. =)

The “Woke Up”

i was thinking about doing this for almost a week now. So, i did!

I called you, asked you out on a friendly date. whoa! you said yes. Then we met, sat, and talked. Talked a bit more. Then watched a movie, got bored, felt sleepy. So i asked if you wanna go home. You said you have to bring home some medicines for your mom. but you really felt lazy doing it. And so i said that i would be the one doing it for you. And I’m glad to do so. You smiled. Then we’re off…

Went to the streets, waited for the bus. But there were no buses passing by. You told me that we should get a ride somewhere else. And so we did…

You clinged on my left arm and guided my way. we walked and walked pass though the busy market. It was a rush. and unfortunately, i lost you. I really had no idea how this happened. And i’m sorry. But i still had an idea where i would meet you. So i walked thru but still looking for you. And i’m really really hoping that in a crowded market like this that we could suddenly bump into each other…

I was still on my way. I opened a slightly closed gate and saw 4 men. Some were working and some were just sitting and talking. As i stepped on the pavement, i gazed onto my left. Then i heard someone yell, “Dont!”. I was shocked. And as felt y feet sinking. Wow! i stpped on wet cement. How stupid of me. The guy was really pissed off. My shoes marked on the pavement. I walked faster choosing where to plant my feet. And as I passed the workning area, I saw Joey…

Joey was showing his new house to his children. I think i saw 5 girls. They were having a tour around the community. Then i passed by 4 of them in the school yard. They were looking for something but coudln’t find it. So i heard them shout at Joey that it was nowhere to be found. And when i heard the item’s name, it sounded like it was something magical or precious…

I was still on my way. Then I saw Joey’s loner-looking daughter approaching a very big tree near the school yard. I felt she was going to find the item there. I’m not sure. It just have something to do with big trees and amulets. hehehe. I didn’t waste time and i still went on my way…

I arrived in the corner where i should meet you. I looked at my back and there you were walking towards me. Then the bus came. We rode, we sat, then though the trip i told you the story of what had happened with my mini adventure / misfortune. We were all laughs. And i saw you smille. I opened my eyes, felt a bit sad that it was only a dream…

But it was not just some dream. It was a nice dream. And your smile. That smile just made my day complete. And i still have it in my mind.

Sexy Filipina

Nag Friendster ako, and then I stumbled upon this Ad. Yung totoo, natawa ako nung unang nakita ko. Akala ko joke lang ng profile na naview ko. Pro hindi pala, kasi nkalagay sya sa side kung saan ung mga Ads sa friendster.

And guess what! when i clicked on the Ad. Totoo nga!!!! Seryoso sila. Hahahaha! It’s a social-matching site. Pinagtataka ko lang, bat ito  yung napili nilang model for their Ad? and nilagyan pa nila ng “SEXY”. Oo, Filipina sya! Pro Sexy!? Oh c’mon!!!! Hahahahaha! Nice one!

Pro narealize ko, habang nagsusulat nitong blog….

Effective ang advertisement nila. It did catch my attention. And na view ko yung site nila. So the laugh is really on me… =)

the loooong story!?

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the loooong story!?
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She’s expecting me to forget

All the memories we’ve shared, Just like that

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I’m trying to accept the fact

That everything is over now, Over now

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Refrain:

Please don’t linger in my mind

Please don’t try to stay behind

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Chorus:

Just go away now…

I don’t want you here now

I just want to live my life all alone until I, die

I wish life ends today

Like memories that died

When I cried the day u said goodbye

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It hurts the more I think about it

Girl it hurts like a knife right through my heart

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And those words are even sharper than you’ve thought

I’m not as strong as you might think

I can feel pian

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Superbia

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Superbia
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Meditating,, Contemplating
Just thinking about the misery you’ve caused me.
Walking through my darkest roads
There’s no light in the end for me

Mistreated,  Misunderstood
I’m just being me and you’re just being you
There’s smoke in the horizon
But the fire had never burned through

REFRAIN:
I’m pathetic and so are you
Don’t be so hard to subdue
We’re both restless souls
Who’s times are overdued

CHORUS:
I don’t believe in right or wrong
(somehow) We all need to belong
Let go of this pride
It’s only bringing us down (down down..)
We can’t argue who’s weak or strong
(somehow) We all need to get along
Let go of this pride
It’s only bringing us down (down down..)

Aggravated, Desecrated
Let’s pick up the pieces that went badly amiss
Why can’t we just think the same
Maybe we are not meant for this

Nie

nie player

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Nie
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I felt I was different, from the other guys you knew

Coz you treated me special, the late night calls we do

Yeah we talked and talked all night, till the sun comes up

I don’t exactly know, why I felt this way

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Refrein:

But I do, I do know that you deserve the best

And I will, I will give you all that I have

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Chorus 1:

And I’m addicted to the way you smile, so enigmatic

I’m addicted to your sweetest lips / eyes, melodramatic

I don’t care what they say; I just care about how I / we / you feel

This is the greatest day, nothing left to conceal

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I waited for your call again; I’m sitting by the phone

From morning till I don’t know when, result is still unknown

Don’t keep me waiting for too long, I need you now

I’m desperate tell me is it/ this wrong, to feel this way

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Chorus 2:

And I’m addicted to the way you smile, so enigmatic

I’m addicted to your sweetest lips / eyes, melodramatic

And I’m addicted to the way you say good night and sweet dreams

And I’m addicted when you’re lethargically to the extreme

I don’t care what they say; I just care about how I / we / you feel

This is the greatest day, nothing left to conceal

The Unexpected Gentleman

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The Unexpected Gentleman
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You bask into the dancefloor
Shakin’ that ass for,
every fellow out there
burning a stare

REFREAIN:

I can’t resist your invitation
Your voice is so enticing
Girl you’re turing me on
Desires igniting

CHORUS:

How could I say no?
That’s not a possibility
Where should we go?
Anywhere as long as youre with me
Take my hand…
Dont want it as a one night stand, i hope you’d try to understand.
Take my hand…
I’ll be your only secret plan, your unexpected gentleman.

I’m not assuming anything
Well, not just yet.

This Month’s Misery

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This Month’s Misery
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Well I’ve been thinking of you everyday now
I wrote your name on every page of this book
I could have read this
But I have been trying to read your mind

So what are you thinking now?
I know it’s not about  me
And I wonder who you’re with
Will the answer be the same?

Well it’s the same old story
Rewritten in this new plot
It’ll be about you and me
And the love that should have been
Just when we’re about to fall,
you’ll go..
I’ve been through this before and I know..
This month’s misery…

is you…

Well what can I do? I’m just a dreamer
I feel overjoyed that I have known you
Why do I long for more?
I’m falling again when I know I shouldn’t

Is it worth the wait for this ciphered bond
I am here but you’re still with him
I do feel frustrated
Or do I need to be more persistent?

So what are you thinking now?
Am I being too flagrant?
Do I sound so desperate?
Will the answer be the same?

Well it’s the same old story
Rewritten in this new plot
It’ll be about you and me
And the love that should have been
Just when we’re about to fall,
you’ll go..
I’ve been through this before and I know..
This month’s misery…

is you…